today’s the day. leaving for the hospital in a little bit. i had a mini panic attack when i woke up. i guess that’s what i get for repressing all my feelings about everything about this for so long. hopefully that doesn’t happen again. speedy recovery thoughts would be absolutely beautiful, i hope my surgery is one of the easiest they’ve ever done.

if you want to know what i’m talking about, there’s a link in my sidebar. 

see you all in a few days.